29.1.08

just relax

i have changed in a lot of ways this semester. i am practicing more self control in many ways, i am hanging out with new and different people, and i have been slightly more reserved. several people have asked if i am ok on several locations. i think a lot of people assume the reason i am more reserved these days stems from my recent breakup with inga, which may have some to do with it, but the truth is i am very content at the moment.

perhaps i am finding that not always being in the spotlight is rather enjoyable. it is nice to be on the sidelines in a lot of ways. so thank you truly for your concern, it just shows that my friends care about me and for this i am very grateful. i want to let everyone to know that as of now i am very content in thought and in just being a part of people in general.

more self control please

nate